As she screams...
I can't explain the way I feel, and that is possibly one of the biggest sources of frustration.
I feel lethargic, apathetic, indifferent, trapped. So, prepare for random ramblings.
I'm mad at my parents for not voting. There's a lot of bitching that goes on, and yet they don't vote. Bah. Oh, and if the Conservatives win, we're all screwed. Except Alberta. I'm not basing that on anything intellingent. Just you know, hundreds of years of experience. Vote Green.
Child Pornography. Michael Briere was not influenced by it. I am deeply bothered by all these scientific "studies" that are popping up all over the damn place. We all know the story, he watched kiddie porn, wanted some action, and grabbed a random girl off the street. He's saying he was completely influenced by the porn he watched. I think this is a load of crap, and that the scientific community as well as the public should not make any conclusions. Child porn is awful, we all know that, but the fact is Michael is being fed lines by his lawyers. They needed an angle obviously, and decided their client was enough of a weak-spirited degenerate and shameless enough to try to pass the blame. Everything that comes out of his mouth is prepared bull, it shouldn't be used in any other context than the courtroom. Holly's family left the damn room while he was reading his damn script, we should give the bastard that same amount of respect.
For some random reason I was thinking about marriage. It might be just my mood, but it seems like one messed up 'institution' to me. I went to a wedding a few weeks ago, and it was all in a church and extravagant and so on. Chruch is one of the most boring places a person can go to, and this was no different, except for the fact that the pope was spewing out lines about how the wife should serve the husband. Is it bad that I wanted to punch the pope? Stupid ideas that are stupidy outdated, should not be used. Ever. I don't care if it's tradition. It's a dumb tradition.
Actually, that wasn't my point..What I really remember is the bride and groom, and the vows. It's the first wedding I've been to, apart from random receptions, and it just struck me how everything was just words. In the movies, it's always the sappy music, and the crying relatives. And I suppose it was like that to an extent, but apart from that it seemed like fluff. Made me feel hopeless. Bah.
In other news, I made cupcakes. I was also horribly confused by the corn roast and didn't end up going :(. Didn't go to festival either. I need happy pills.
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