Ahh, today was one of those crap days. Just like yesterday...
It's sort of like a first day all over again. Except this time around i had to deal with Math and Science. And actually those two were the better half of the day. Except for Lunch. Lunch owned. And I saw Ms. Mayhue. It was the massive weirdness. I didn't think she remembered me at all, not like...Mrs. Briggs. heh.
Anyway, Gym was horrible. No, gym is cool, Sex Ed. is horrible. I don't care what this makes me sound like: but I know more than they will ever teach me! Last year we learned all the detailed cycles of all the stupid things nature makes women responsible for. And really, the rest I can, or already have, figured out on my own. Mrs. Kraus, I have to say, is a wonderful teacher. She really doesn't deal out any crap. Just what we need to know, not sugarcoated at all. Or, you know, *whateversubstance*coated. It's the girls in my class that make it bad. No, SOME of the girls. A few actually know what they're talking about, and ask really blatant questions, which I really like. But the rest, sit there and giggle nervously about stupid things, then moments later declare that yes, they are mature enough for sex. Give me a break. What they're ready for, is to sit there and take it. Sure, it sounds crude, but they were grossed out at mentions of masturbation. Now how the hell would someone who doesn't even know how their own anatomy works, be prepared to explore someone elses?! Most of what we were talking about were consequences and babies and diseases, and apparently they're mature about that. But before, or after whatever, any of these things come into play (other than in extreme cases, rape etc. but this is a completely different rant) you have to consider the fundamental act itself. Half of these girls go around with their shirts hiked up, and their asses hanging out, and flipping their hair every which suggestive way, and yet they're embarrased about MASTURBATING. gah!! why!?! you give off this entirely different message! which you have to be perfectly aware of to give off. But, no, I mean, it makes sense that guys would be the only ones to experience something pleasurable, and completely normal. (that sounded textbook :P) And, of course, it's completely fair to assume that once you're with a guy, you're either going to sit there and do whatever works for him becuase you just don't know what works for you. Or, you're going to expect him to know what the hell you want. Goddamn. If you're going to be a whore don't do a half ass job!!
And that's my poorl thought out, and horribly put together argument. For what? I'm not quite sure yet.
It made me smile that I read these just today too.
A Brief, But Loving Ode to My Most Sacred Companion
"I'll Tell You When You're Older"
and oh yeah, civics sucked ass too. unless you're into sucking ass..in which case it didn't. yea..
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