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What the hell. It's supposed to be christmas, and break, and everything. I just feel so wasted. And by wasted I mean, completely-emptied-of-my-soul-and-spirit-by-carols-in-november-and-stupid-schoolwork wasted.

I think I need to leave for a little bit. And not write for a little bit longer. The thing is, once this blog (WEBlog :P) isn't really for me alone anymore, it starts to be a failure. Whether it's censoring myself, or forcing out crap I don't mean just for the sake of wrting it, I'm getting a little rusty at this. And besides, sometimes it's a bit impersonal to know so many intimate things about someone, and never have really talked to them. I hate having conversations with people, only to relize I know exactly what they're saying already. Where has the conversation gone?!

Who am I kidding really, I know I'll be back. I just feel like this now.

Edit: This makes me feel marginally better.
Edit2: REALIZE!!!!! (butthead) -_-

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