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Yesterday I had the Worst Day Ever. I don't know why. Maybe I miss school? For shame Jelena. Maybe it's my self-loathing, coupled with my being ridiculously conceited. I'm mathematically impossible. I had to implode sometime. So now I'm a better person. Let's hope.

This brings me to my "theory". I think so much of being human is projection. If you have no faith in yourself, you can't have any faith in anyone around you. If you are insecure, you are always aware of other people's insecurities. This isn't always true, but if you look closely most of the time it is. Even in the smallest examples. The point is, when you find yourself wasting energy on hating someone, look at it differently. Is it possible that the fault you see in that person is really a fault you find with yourself? Then is it not possible that this is the Universe's/Greater Spirit's/God's way of helping you realize your shortcoming and telling you to fix it because you're an annoying bastard? I think so.

I don't think there's a God. But the statistical probability of us being here is a miracle. So it's entirely plausible that there's always something pointing us in the right direction.

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