heajhilahaoi

Be careful what you wish for...

I used to think it would be sooo cool if something exciting and random happend. Now, I wish I had never been surprised.

School's been ok. It's pretty good actually, it's just that once everything slows down, and I'm by myself all this shit wells up again, and...blarhgh. It's not even anger, and probably not even sadness, just...incompelteness. All this takes up a lot of energy for some reason. So, the usual effort I would have put into being a generally nice person is now gone. I'm perfectly aware of the bitterness/bitchiness...but see, again, no energy to care.

That was me explaining myself, I think.

So as not to utterly distress you, I feel it my duty to inform you - I had some really kick-ass watermelon just now. If you think about it...people could drown in watermelon.

<< Home