I'm so loooooonely...
Gah, I feel so dependant. Like I'm afraid to be by myself or something. It's just the sudden change from having
everything to study, to having nothing to do.
I did manage to clean up my room though. It was helpful that I was in one of those un-sentimental moods. Usually, every other thing I pick up reminds me of something, and I decide to keep it. So it's not 'cleaning up' so much as 'resorting'. I even managed to rearrange my furniture. It'll probably be arranged right back in about a week or so, being unefficient as it is, but for now I'm glad for a change in scenery.
After exams I realized I can't get away with slacking anymore. Or at least, as *much* slacking. The thing is, as much as I wanted to ignore exams, and pass it off as just another chance to procastinate, deep down I knew it does actually matter. Anyone can on and on about how marks are unfair and don't matter and all that, but if you're coasting now, chances are it will come back to bite you in the ass. I'm glad it bit me so soon, because had I realized the importance of school say next year or maybe even grade 12, it would have been too late. Alright, that's enough of that, it was slowly starting to be bs. My point is though, I'm well on my way to not wasting my time...most of the time.
Next on my to do list: yell at Lisa. Actually, more so laugh at Lisa. Those better have been some damn good socks woman! And I'm listening to Rilo Kiley, and I remembered how cool you are...so all's forgiven.
Also, something I feel I should mention so that you know I'm not selling out, as I've heard of people doing. I watch The O.C. I admit it. But for the record, I've been watching from the (near) beginning. I boycotted Gilmore Girls a few months ago because the plot was equal to that of Passions. And that's some bad plot! Anyway, I am now a slave to Benjamin Mackenzie's smoldering looks. Though, the jury's still out on the 'Ryan or Seth' verdict. And if the show runs past two seasons, I think Ryan should cut Marissa and go with Anna. I could go on and on and on, but I know most of you don't care. If you do though, I
am lonely...
And finally, I have a proposition. I made a 'sunshine' cd. There are about 18 songs on it, some of which are cheesy, some of which are old, and some actually cool stuff, but they will all make you smile. I'm getting massively tired of listening to my music, so if you would like the spiffy Sunshine CD, I ask for a cd of random stuff in return. Who knows, you may even convert me...to like..rap or something. Or not. But yeah, think about it, let's hope you take me up on it.
Question: How does one dispose of batteries?
P.S. many thanks to those of you who cared enough to leave me declarations of love, much appreciated. those of you who didn't, i hope you fall into bottomless pit and die of starvation.
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